In the summer of 1996, I stole one of the white poster color at art supply store. Then my father had no job, and my mom is very sick. And we had no money to pay the rent. At the time, I must pass the practical test of art. So I stole it. I was became a winner of the practical test of art. But I…
Girls by Hajin Bae(a.k.a. soulist-aurora).
by Hajin Bae
● Mastering others is strength; mastering yourself is true power ●
Since 2008, I have been taking medicine Neuropsychiatry. The medicine T have a side effects that slight memory loss and have tremor of the hands.
Have tremor of the hands, there is no a big difficulty in daily life. However, there is a big problem when I drawing. Is not possible to express a very delicate line. At that time I was desperate like the loss of life. My doctor told me that “I’m so sorry about that, but if you do not want to suffer from depression again, can not help it.”
Then I had another job. But I always stopped those working. And again stuck at home, and did not anything.
It was in 2010 suddenly one day, I did start drawing again. Because when I did the drawing, I’m very happy. Even if I can not earn money back as an illustrator, I don’t care. I had to practice every day that practice to draw a delicate line. One day I did not straighten the finger, and one day has muscle cramps in my wrist..But I don’t care.
And one day I got a message. “Thank you, I started drawing again, because of you!” Then I’m crying, because I’m happy.
Now in July 2014, I honestly still during practice. You often see them in my drawings, they are the fight with myself.
OMG!! If I does not love it, that’s very strange to me! (Especially for me!!!)
Cry by Hajin Bae